what has been predicted...we will see

if the relationship will soon come to an end like what has been predicted..........

instead of weeping alone and be pessimistic ,

why don't we cherish the moment that we left from now on........

dear father lord,i pray for this terrible moment won't come to us that soon....

sometimes,we unable to share everything with words,no words did......in realistic,we are forced to face it solely .........

stay strong girl...........

若是过客,哪何必留下美丽难忘的篇章呢

人生总要面对好多次的抉择......
亲情,信仰,爱情逼着你做决定时,
仿佛你就被这些压力重重包围,好难呼吸,
为何不是被上帝祝福的一对,始终要相遇,相识,相爱,
再宣告他们是不合适的,是没有幸福未来的呢?
如果不是合适的,为何这却会被缘分牵引在一起,付出真心互相相爱呢....

若是过客,哪何必留下美丽难忘的篇章呢?

如果是你,你会何从决择?可否告诉我.......

茫茫人海,合适命定被上帝祝福的所谓,在哪?

努力和时间可否证明些啥?告诉我

我的骄傲

女生就是会偶尔耍任性,耍脾气,
这样的她,
不是能随便这样对待任何人,
除非,你是个她很在意且放在心里的人,
我想说,对不起,因为我的骄傲与任性,伤害我所爱的人,
我必须承认,这是我不成熟的一面,但是,我不知道,我会不会改.........
可是,我很确定每一次耍脾气后,我很后悔........
不知道何时的我才能撇下我的骄傲.....

Dear one,Don't eat ice-cream alone sadly,i wish i could be by your side and we could eat ice-cream together happily...

上帝真爱考验我

上帝真爱考验我...
我越是脆弱的点..
我越是常面对.....
好比说,我已经亲身体验,三次,狗儿猫儿被赐安乐死..
虽然,针不是我打的....
可是,扶着它们的我,感受它们的体温,稍微挣扎到渐渐无力的倒下,
那种感受,真的很难形容,
它们却无法选择,只能任红色的dolethal慢慢地输进它们的血管,短短的数秒,就宣告它们生命终点....
它们很多都是奄奄一息才被送进求医,有些有主人陪伴在旁,有些主人连遗体都不愿来领,
一个电话给医生就决定了它们生命已到终点,
然后,它们就会被放进黑垃圾袋,和其他的垃圾一起,
好无价的感觉..........
虽然我只在最后一刻才与它们接触,
但是我都会想,这些狗猫小时候,一定很可爱吧,有着那纯洁坚定的眼神,衷心效忠它们的主人,
生命的最后,却是如此........好像没人珍惜,没人记得你的存在,
或许,你会觉得我太感性,太煽情,想太多,
但是真的,在这里工作后,我发现,很多事,我真的不明白,为啥,会有这样可怜的事,当然,还是有一些很疼爱它们的动物的主人,天天给它们送'外卖',天天来探望它们...可是可怜的故事总是比较多......
在它们咽下最后一口气前,我都帮它们祷告,祷告上帝带它们上天堂,脱离一切世上的痛苦,快快到天堂快乐去吧,如果可以,下次不要在当狗或猫到世上找会爱你的主人了...........



p.s:突然,想起家里的可可不不,你们,我一直都在照顾其它的狗猫们,自己的,却没办法回去照顾,每次和家人通话总不忘了问看它们的境况,真的很内疚,你们要健康的~姐姐真的很想念你们两个,都为你们祷告愿上帝看顾你们..

我已经一个月没睡好觉了.......
想念舒服的好眠>.<

请记得这一刻,我们的约定..我们的友谊~

你的毛绒绒的脚踏在我的脚上的感觉好温馨.......
好像在表达,亲爱的朋友,请记得这一刻,我们短暂的相处...
我们的友谊~
是的,我不会忘记,走在前头的你,却总没忘了转头等待那个走在后头的我~

"Women are beautiful they deserve to be treasured and respected." -Orlando Bloom .


i don't like the way you talk to me yesterdaynitez even it's just a joke,feeling like i'm nt deserved to be treasured by people

分享给最亲爱的你..你一直在我心里.

昨天,有人抱怨说我自从去动物诊所实习后,不管是部落格还是面子书都渐渐只有我的动物世界朋友们没有他了...
其实不然,刚看了,朋友分享的文章,很喜欢,你浮现了,
其实,我的世界看似只有它们,但,你不知道,因为,它们帮我暂时忘记思念的煎熬.........
分享给最亲爱的你,牛贝~


男人和女人是两个星球的生物”
每一次的争吵，都是每一次的考验。通过了，我们继续携手同行。
有时我们会疲惫于是应对方的不同，不想再体谅，我们想放手。
可是最后我们都会领悟，那些小事是多么微不足道。

“完美男人”
我曾经告诉自己，我不想再受委屈，我要找个能完美配合我的完美男人。
后来我才发现，当你不想在改变那个人的时候，他就是你的完美。
所以我牵回你的手，相信那句，爱他，所以他很完美。

“改变自己”
为了能继续走下去，不让对方受委屈，我们都改了好多。
每一次的争吵，都让我们为了对方改变。所以我不再害怕坦白。
爱你，所以改变自己。

她问 如何知道你真的爱一个人？
我说 爱一个人就是，没有他的日子像：
鱼儿不再游泳，
鸟儿不再飞翔，
想起他 心 会痛，
见到他 无法呼吸，
闭上眼 脑海都是他，
眼泪会在你不提防的时候 悄悄留下。

她问 如何知道他是否值得去爱？
我说 你会不顾一切去爱他的 不管结果如何 都算值得。
愿意为他付出一切的 不后悔的。

“悄悄话”
我真的很想你。
我希望从今能和你牵着手趴趴走的，只有我。

i respect these people

i had visited this place which surprised me so much and i met these people...
it's uneasy to be these people with great heart and passion to love all these stray dogs,take them back from the street,take care of them,bring them for treatment,feed them,bath them,give them love that they have no longer have it during the moment they were being abandoned........
they were all volunteers under NGO which means no salary was given....
all the money came from the donation from society..
anyhow,they were still willing to contribute themsleves to this field simply because of LOVE for the stray dogs ..
with no doubt,i would like to pay my greatest respect to these people!SPCA KK SABAH!!
i wish somedays i could follow their steps....
ya...somedays in the future..........

p.s i love you

This movie touches me...from the beginning to the end....
my tears burst out non-stop...

how lucky to meet someone that knows you well...and always giving you the best concession...

how sad you lost him at the end.....but his love lead you to another stage of life...

i love this story...and hope this kind of man exits in the world but don't left me halfway of our life journey so soon..

below is the story plot of this movie...

Holly and Gerry are a married couple who live on the Lower East Side of Manhattan. They are deeply in love, but they fight occasionally. Gerry dies suddenly of a brain tumor and Holly realizes how much he means to her as well as how insignificant their arguments were.

Deeply distraught, Holly withdraws from her family and friends until they descend upon her on her 30th birthday. They are determined to force the young widow to face the future and decide what her next career move should be. As they rally around Holly and help organize her apartment, a cake is delivered, and with it is a message from Gerry. It proves to be the first of several meaningful messages — all ending with "P.S. I Love You" — he arranged to have delivered after his death. As the seasons pass, each new message fills her with encouragement and sends her on a new adventure. Holly's mother Patricia believes Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past. But they are, in fact, pushing her into the future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly slowly embarks on a journey of rediscovery.

Gerry arranged for Holly, Denise, and Sharon to travel to his homeland of Ireland. While there, they meet William, a singer who strongly reminds Holly of her deceased husband and, coincidentally, was his childhood friend. During the vacation, Denise announces she's engaged and Sharon reveals she's pregnant, and the news causes Holly to relapse emotionally and once again withdraw into herself out of sadness.

Holly eventually enrolls in a fashion course and discovers she has a flair for designing women's shoes. A newfound self-confidence allows her to emerge from her solitude and embrace her friends' happiness. While on a walk with her mother, she learns that her mother was the one who Gerry asked to deliver his letters after his death. She takes her mother on a trip to Ireland and, as the film ends, the audience is left with the notion that Holly has opened herself up to the journey that the rest of her life will be, and wherever it takes her; she finally abandons her fear of falling in love again.

一个人一个故事,
一只狗也有一个故事,

今天,我又目睹一只患有严重demodex皮肤病的狗,ah boy
听说它住院2个多月了,是住最久的病患...
今天它住在sandakan的主人来探望它,
它整只狗是开心到蹦蹦乱跳,
我在这工作两个星期了,从来没见过它那么开心,那么雀跃....
整个小小的它,身体个部位都有infection...最严重的是它的脚部位..有pus,也有血流出来~
每次帮它搽药,因为药性,它都痛得呱呱叫要咬人,
其实它凶是为了自我保护,因为它小,它也只是吓吓人,也是无心的,这是它们的本能反应...
不过很多时候,我还是会被吓到~哈哈~
从它和主人的互动,真的很难不被动容~
他主人一直和它说话,告诉它,他们没有不要它,只是没办法好好照顾它,
要它快点好~就可以回家了~
他也一直问我,ah boy不会好嚒?...怎么办好呢?我对着他,对着好高兴的ah boy..只能说,要看它自己了,因为依它的状况与年龄要复原真的不可能..因为它身体免疫力很低,医生也试了很多办法,它的病情起起伏伏...
当它主人要离开时它不停吠它主人,一直哭....它主人也交代我们要好好照顾他的狗~~
在现场看它的眼神,那个不要把我留在这里,我想跟你回家的眼神,我的眼泪真的就活跃起来了~~
有时候,我会想,人活着有人生目标,狗何尝不是...
它们活着只为了,遇到个好主人,有人爱它们..有些拿来售卖的狗儿,连名字连主人也没有,就已经患上绝症,每天都在和死神搏斗~看者心酸~真的.......请上帝带它们到没有病痛折磨的地方开心去吧~

to them,you are their whole world

i was upset saw some owners brought their dying pets to clinic and ask from medical treatment..
Their pets were smells so bad,wet,dirty with tangled furs and showed many wounds and ticks on the bodies......
their wounds badly inflame,swollen...
everything showed was a mess....
they looked not much different with stray dogs....
And their owner even refuse any vaccination which would make their pets feel better or in other words die peacefully with less pain....
What make me more speechless was some owners even said,;'doesnt matter laa,i can buy another new pets if this one was dead....
Pls be a responsible owner,if u lack of time ,can't afford and can't love them ..pls don't consider to adopt them!!!to them,you are their whole world!

你们让我相信爱情是幸福

你们让我对婚姻有向往的感觉..感动~
在上帝和众亲友的祝福下,执子之手,与子谐老......
你们让我相信爱情是幸福!

p.s:王力宏也太帅了吧~如果我是新娘应该会走错方向,去他那边~哈哈哈哈~

save you

Sometimes I wish I could save you
and there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
when I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand


witnessed another puppy die today caused by canine pneumonia disease...
she's just a little puppy dog..
but today,
i promise myself no more tears for them anymore....instead i will collect all these saddening memories and turn it into strength to keep me strong on the journey of chasing my dreams....

R.I.P boy

today,i cried for you....i wish tomorrow i could do something for d others of your kind out there but not juz stand there and let the tears drop like a moron......
i'm sorry ,i'm still unable to do anything for you........

R.I.P boy....

i miss YOU,do you miss ME?

To me,great strength came frm your SMILE

DO you knw that,every brand new morning,these smiles truly gave me great strength to start the battle and keep moving on with great faith♥

五个星期的挑战!

这来临的五个星期,我将会在沙巴亚庇的一间宠物诊所实习,

每天每天,对我来说,都是个大挑战,

要帮动物们清洗笼子,屎便,喂药,喂吃的喝的....

学到很多新的东西,以前完全不懂的...

也体验很多,像喂动物吃药,把手放进大狗的嘴里,先说好,我们真的第一天见面.....感谢上帝,我的手还在~

帮狗洗牙,还有第一次那么近看难产的狗,医生伸手进去母狗的体内将小狗挖出来,还好,母子平安.....很开心.....

也有,看到皮肤病很严重的狗,在搽药时痛苦地挣扎,他们说它已经治快一个月了,还没有起色,我问说,如果真的治不好是不是要安乐死呢....问这句话时,我觉得我那不争气的眼泪好像要出来跟大家说哈罗了!希望这不会发生....

其实,这短短的三天,跟那些狗儿猫儿一起相处,虽然有时被它们气到,洗好了笼子它们才给我大便小便,不然就是把水弄倒....撕报纸...弄得天翻地乱....

可是当它们任何一只要回家时,我真的很难过~~

还有每天都能接触我喜欢的黄金猎犬还有哈士奇......

看到它们,跟它们相处,我会觉得我得到力量~

其实,

让我很累很累的不是那些动物,而是人,

我的supervisor....doctors 等等~

每天每天,都要很小心,要懂得看眼色,很怕自己做了些啥让他或她不满意...

因为他们是最后会給我分数的人~我的科目修够分与否,都靠他们赐的数字~

所以,这三天我大概学会要怎样应对....

就是不要闲着没事做,要自己找事情做,然后和doctor一起做事时,动作要快,要准,要清楚自己在做啥.....

然后,看到人多的场面,要自己懂得闪人............

还有,不会的事情,或半会的事情,还是说不会...然后承诺会去找出答案...

最重要的事,就是要有很强的心,很强的忍耐力...........

就算觉得委屈,还是要服从,谦虚,这是学习,被骂事小...

我想这样我可以平安渡过,就应该可以存活了吧~

除了这些,七点回家后,不代表我已经可以休息了...

因为随时都会有上门诊...24小时on call....就像刚刚..我才放工回来,洗好衣服,就被叫出去上门疹=.=

每天晚上还要写报告............

傻掉~~~~~~真的不简单~明天早上六点半又要起来争用厕所~天啊~

五个星期而已!我可以的~跟你们拼了!!!!!!!