task of the day

Task of the day.....
Setaria grasses were chopped......
And were send to buffalo feedlot unit by tractor.....

Aren't they look cute?but they seem really starving....

opppsss....tis one funny......This was its latest hairstyle. my frenz said it looked like a green wig on top of its head..........hehhehe

enjoy ur meal..frenz.........we will be coming again on thursday........
yea...i looked better today...........

at least my smile was not fake like days before....

phew~dark circles under eyes are still a problem that i cant get rid......

i am at the edge of a cliff..but HE will lead me and never leave me alone crying

I never feel this pain before since the last time was year 2003........

This time can be considered the darkest nightmare in my life...

I couldnt find a person to spill out

Maybe,the greatest sorrow make a person couldn't express it out by words......

I think only heavenly father know how i actually felt inside......

i swear i would buck up..........

Life is short,i dont want to waste it in tears...

I guess maybe someone was just supposed to walk into your life,teach you a lesson and then walk away,dat's all...

I believe,somedays,the right person will come to me......

^~^ cheer~vonlaJune

外面的世界

很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢 ^~^

Photo Story-STOP KILLING

Performance artist Alice Newstead is suspended by fish hooks at a local arts centre in Hong Kong on June 14, 2011. Lush employee Newstead was illustrating how sharks are caught on longlines to be killed for their fins. The company were urging customers to take personal action in the fight to save sharks by pledging not to eat shark fin soup.

我记得,六月的雨夜

六月十四日与十五日的交界,

雨夜,滴滴答答的雨点,我听得很清楚,

我记得,

今晚,特别特别的冷...........................

但是,我相信明天的太阳会很温暖..

:)

This is beautiful.

This is what I need to do. Lean on my Savior and let Him carry me.

Fine!~

We're over!

A big smile for YOU!!

movie of the day-THE NOTEBOOK

这是2004年的电影,

虽然很久了,可是好看的戏不管多久都是经典不是么....
其实,最让我感动的部分不是它们年轻时候的故事....
而是在他们年老后,女主角患了失忆症,连最爱的人都不记得了,男主角还是在养老院陪着她,每天念着他们的故事企图唤醒她的记忆....

他们的子女都劝他放弃回家吧,但他说:'that's my sweetheart in there,wherever she is,that's where my home is'表达他要永远陪在她身边的意愿...........
他坚信她会记得,会好起来.........

每当她病情突然有好转时,她都会问说如果我又忘记你了怎么办,

他说没关系,

'i will read,when you forget'

两个相爱的老人家抱在一起,老泪横從......

然而,故事的结局,上帝给了他们一个奇迹..............

观赏吧............

p.s:命运的安排我们无法预料,但是我相信如果真心相爱的两个人,

不管怎样最后都会有奇迹般的结局...............

观赏的当儿,你浮现了,

此刻我很想念你,亲爱的................你知道么?

i was feeling so sick....my tummy pain like hell

i wanna go home so so badly.........

my forehead come out just to say hello to everybody^^

intend to cut my bangs........

see ya^^

if you don't feel like want to listen to what's inside my mind..

i would remain silent from now on........

That's what you have requested .............

things other than little animals

my days in kk,sabah other than being together with those lovely little creatures....i would like to spend my dinner time in UPPERSTAR CAFE which is one of the well known restaurant serves with delicous western cuisines.........famous chickenchop.....thumbs up!!!
i hate the pic captured by my phone......it was blur like hell.........
yea..i love to drink some vodka with my frenz....it helps me to relax my body and sleep very very well at night...
i love to do some shopping too while i have free time after finishing my duty in clinic.........
these are all i bought during the last day in kk,sabah........it fullfilled a lady's desires yet it makes my purse empty to the minimum......
some lovely cupcakes that we bought for all the doctors and staffs in the clinic we worked to thank their guidances and caring these five weeks
day before we off to bintulu,dr dennis kindly brought us to a THAI RESTAURANT for dinner.....the food served there were just so delicious..yummy yummy..........if you love thai food...this restaurant will be a good choice for you..........
due to the attraction of the smell of the food and my laziness..this was the only pic i took........the rest were all inside my stomach already...hihi...

Spent time at kk famous 6 star hotel...Sutera HArbour .......juz hang around and took some pictures ...the sea bay view was just awesomely nice even at night time....

a little girl soul staying inside me....but probably due to my height and weight it's too hard for me to swing myself.........hahha

my aunty...thank her so much for all these days...greatly appreaciate her warm hospitality....

how can a japanese food lover missed out japanese cuisine while i was in kk,sabah?but, i think the food served there were so so only...TO be frankly, the japanese restaurant in the place where i lived was much better than this.....
my best 'cameragirl' ever............

I would never missed out island..............
we visited to pulau sapi with gang of frenz..actually it was happened b4 my practical starts...
5.06.2011
goodbye kk,sabah...i would surely miss each and every single day i spent here .........wish to visit you again in my next practical time~

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan or again, in our Bahasa Melayu, Selamat Hari Pesta Menuai!..HAPPY HARVEST FESTIVAL!!!
On 30th and 31th May......It were public holidays in sabah.........for sure,i had followed doctor and staff to the pesta after finished our stuff at clinic.............
this guy was genius......he was doing fruit carving.......
see how amazing the art was...

jackstraw was showed..as this was day of harvest festival
i was so gingerliness while i was walking up this staircase.....the space was so limited and too slanted....maybe i was too phobia.........hahaha

long house construction and decoration are different follow their tribes

However,i didnt knw how many long house was showed that day....
i hardly remember the name of the house behind me.........
behind me was lansaran murut house
pic taken wth dusun lotud natives ppl..they were so nice and friendly,willing to let us take two shoots eventhough they were busy that time.........

musical performances...

open house.......bcz inside was too crowded ,i couldn't have the chance to try their traditional cuisine
pretty ladies in traditional costumes...so sweet.........

sadly,we missed the The Unduk Ngadau Kaamatan or Harvest Queen Competition..

that really makes everyone waiting for..............those girls, ladies, who are competing for the title of Huminodun. By becoming the queen, the person will indirectly become the saviour of all Kadazandusun, saviour to all natives of Sabah..these are what i read from net......

yea...i enjoed my day here...a new experience to me^^

my very first perfume

Bought my very first bottle of perfume today...what its attracted me was the peach colour and decoration of the box..........can't afford to buy other branded perfumes....maybe somedays in the future...MARC JACOBS DAISY EAU SO FRESH will be the my next perfume~^^

生命里最精彩的叛逆.....

徐志摩说：“得之，我幸;不得，我命。”这句话是说：“你这样的人啊，遇不到就算了，我这一辈子也就这样过去了;遇到了就一定会爱上，爱上了，就一定会奋不顾身。”他还说，“一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。”

请记得,我最疯狂的时候,就是和你在一起的时候,

如果,人的一生,只能有一次的的叛逆,你就是我生命里最精彩的叛逆.......

不要叫醒我,亲爱的闹钟

有些事情,不是说一说就能说明白,

有些话不是说了就能解决一切..........

生活中的考验怎么那么多........

原本以为你们接受了,为何总要告诉我,

还不是,真的荒谬得很残忍.........

为何,

还不是却要被安排让你深深投入,再狠狠地要你自己抽身呢.........

我好想去睡个觉,然后,醒来了,一切回到最单纯的时光............

可以的话,不要叫醒我,亲爱的闹钟.........