原来,

装做不在乎,

还是会受伤.........................................

Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow You Didn't

牧场实习part 1

在宿舍房间写这篇,突然很想念破旧不堪的the lake house....

由于在牧场时的线太差了...

所以整个五个礼拜的实习过程..现在才能记录在这..............

在kabang农场实习的日子,在the lake house住的点滴,在这村子认识的热情的人们...

我都不会忘记..我也曾经体验过所谓的kampung life..时而没水没电...

白天热到能喊救命,晚上冷到有如在北极的日子.......

感谢上帝,在这第一眼看似鬼屋的木屋里,我们都平安渡过了五个礼拜.............

好像随时要塌掉的厨房~
长满蜘蛛网晚上又没灯的厕所
在这里,我认识了乡下人的纯朴,热情助人,不管是staff还是医生..在他们身上真的学习到很多,学习到如何不分贵贱,每天每天,只要笑容就能让一天变得很美好...

他们每天都会问'hari ni ok bah?''...然后比个好的手势!

他们每个人其实背后都有鲜为人知的过去,有孤儿,有的被弃婚,有的以前很富有,却在生意上被骗光了身家.....有的是很坏的黑帮混混,吸毒者,酒鬼,然而,这些都不是打倒他们前进的理由,反之,他们乐天,只要他们真心想改过,何必去歧视别人的过去呢?我想,每个人,都有过去,然而我们也无理由去评论他们,因为人人都是罪人不是么..

我喜欢他们...

就像这位encik combat,记得第一次见面时,我心里就有个想入为主的想法,'这人看起来就是色鬼一名....一直对我笑个啥样呀~

到后来相处后,我们去瀑布,他带我和我的朋友们去玩水,到最后送别会的跳舞,他都没有要谐油的举动....

我也没想到自己会和过去别人眼中的瘾君子廉进出监狱无数次的mat rempit开心地对唱情歌跳舞,喝酒畅怀,他说,虽然他自己也知道从前的自己很坏很烂的一个人,然而,做人,他有原则,无论怎么样坏,婚后,他对自己承诺要戒掉从前一切恶习,好好地为家人孩子努力当个好人...我相信,他能办到,他已经戒酒了,在他戒烟的路上祝福他...到最后的告别,他礼貌地轻吻我的手道别,老实说,我的心里就有一阵酸,好像要道别我的哥哥一样,因为我们都知道,这次道别,再见面,再相聚,已经是很难有的一天了....

还有一位,就是我常说的'我的偶像'

其实也不过在我心里当我的偶像那两个礼拜..没办法我对偶像的那把火燃烧不能太久..哈哈..

位何我会说他是偶像呢...

话说有次,我经痛得要我的命.....

结果是他用DMAX载我回the lake house...重点不在这..而是,他竟然会嘱咐我的朋友用热毛巾敷我的肚子..我会觉得比较舒服,...天啊~我经痛痛了其年,从来没有一个男生知道如何让我在经痛时好过些...他的常识实在让我觉得太温暖了....可能我这个人也太容易被感动了...让我封他为偶像的理由不在这,而是,他好像啥都懂..话说那次,我经痛回到住的地方被反琐在门外,他竟然懂得如何用技巧破门而入..然后要进房休息,门也被琐了,他还是懂得用硬纸皮不懂怎么弄弄就开了门...天啊~我怀疑他没当医生前是名专业小賊~

结果,你们知道啦~我那崇拜的眼神出来啦~

没错啦~总之,我这名偶像多才多艺啦~

除了这些,他还弹得手好吉他,还会唱歌,又会爬树采椰子给我们喝...

除了我,我另外两个朋友都被他迷得团团转~

到离别那天,我的火已经灭了,她们却泪眼汪汪地和他来个生离死别....

我实在没法在旁模漠视,不然的话,一定会被她们暗中说很冷血,我也只好在旁假装很不舍地和他道别(好啦~没有假装啦!真心不舍拉)

总之,我发现,practical时和天秤男特别有缘啦~

上次被一个欺负个半死,现在封这个医生为偶像~

可是,这个医生太不像医生了,而且非常难去断定他,当你以为他是这样的人时,他又会有另一面很细腻~

总之,非常难去说他是怎样的人,只能说,他是名不分贵贱的好人....

常常我会忘记他到底是医生还是我们的朋友~~

还有很多其他的实在一下子介绍不完~

待续我的part 2 吧~~~~~

This is MY BABY!!!!!!

GET shocked?!

hahahahah...bazinga!!!!!!

This is my niece la actually~
Her name is Bernice Lee李欣彤

such a beautiful name suits this pretty,adorable baby princess right?!
can't wait to fly back and visit her ady la!!!!

Somehow,i realized i do LOVE baby........my favourite feeling towards animals now gonna be divided some to baby...

or probably becoz there are bonds linked between us..dat's why i have such a fascinated feeling towards her......

Anyhow,i know i LOVE to see her<3 and going to sayang her gao gao!!

不要在我的墳前哭泣

喜欢这首诗.....

不要在我的墳前哭泣

我沒有沉睡，我不在那裡；

我就是那風，永不止息；

我就是那鉆石般的光澤，在雪里閃爍；

我就是那金色的陽光，投射在黃澄澄的谷粒；

我就是那秋天溫柔的小雨；

每當清晨你安詳地醒來，那些展翅翱翔的小鳥，都是我的蹤跡；

每個夜晚你凝望天空，我都存在於星光中的美麗；

不要在我的墳前哭泣；

我沒有沉睡，我不在那裡。

献给自己和那些失去亲人的友人

screw final examination to the max..........

drives me crazy while cramming all the thick notes...

seeing others enjoy their lives~~~~~~~~

becoz of you,i was forced to say goodbye to my lovely '金毛'

when will these stupid routine robotic days gonna end?

Dear heart,all is well~~

1. This is one of my favourite conversation between rancho and raju in the movie"THREE IDIOTS"
2. 
   
3. Rancho: That day I understood that this heart scares easily. You have to trick it, however big the problem is. Tell your heart, 'Pal, all is well. All is well.'
4. Raju: Does that solve the problem?
5. Rancho: No, but you gain courage to face it.

ya...our hearts scare easily.....we have to trick it,however big the problem is.Tell your heart,'Pal,all is well.All is well....

I <3 this movie...

It is really a MUST see HINDI MOVIE...

you will laugh and cry at the same time.....

Check it out yo~

今晚的现在,有那么一秒~

那很久很久的那份不舒服的感觉又回来了..................

或许,

人向前走后,还是不要犹豫停下来,想转回头,

因为,你只会发现,

原来自己很窝囊...........

但是那又能怎样呢......自己的选择自己负责,不是嚒?

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有时侯..我真的分不清楚,哪个你,才是真的你....

哪个你们才是真的你们....

上帝说的,

'love your enemies,do good to those who hate you,
bless them who curse you,and pray for those who insult you'

这真的是我在这里求学的生涯中,一门挑战的功课....

我想我能从这里活着出去,以后我会变成一个大圣人吧.....哈哈~

每天每天,我都倒数着我能从这种精神折磨的日子里逃出去的日子...

无言以对

无缘无固
我背了个大黑锅。。。
惹人憎。。
上帝，到处是误会。。。有口也说不清。。。
你说，为何要扮个安分守自的角色也那么难呢？

visit to USS

i have been to Universal Studio SIngapore.......
my dream palace..too near yet too far.....

Water show real exciting and awesome!the performance team did real great!
i guess this person was mimicking the ancient egypt statues like the pic below....his face looks so creepy
i was wondering alien first visited egypt ...helping them built those marvelous building such as pyramid..then as a return,the egyptian built statues just like the aliens..hahaha..some weird thinking and imagination always pop out from my head suddenly.....



do i have turkey legs?wahaa..well,i m not eating turkey meat.......see the creepy eyeballs hat on top my head...i look so weird

i was so tiny in this pic=.=we can estimate how good the cameraman's capturing skill...

another=.= pic~

^^ i love this the most...with alex,the lion in the movie madagascar~i queae up for so long under the hot sun just for this only one shot with alex....




having fun in this trip to USS.......

however,sunburn skin was the souvenier i brought back from there.........the hot sun was killing me badly>.<

跨不過的距離

總是全力以赴
保持日復一日的溫度
多少有幫助
繞過愛你的路 就讓回憶模糊
關上車窗再加速
需要的 我比你清楚
如果你愛著我 而我也愛著你
結果還是有段 跨不過的距離
這時離開 還依然美麗
如果說 我愛著你 而你卻比較愛自己
我想那就不是我的問題
那不過是 現代人的愛情

人生充满矛盾.........

真爱是不是真的难寻?

我好想要个答案.....................

You came to me.......it's a surprise....
Could we ask from god for a miracle for us?

Is there any possibility?

new look new mood :)

是我来过

你并不知道邪恶的我来过...

没错,是的,是我干的好事..........................

难过,我要停止不我这偷偷摸摸的愚蠢行为了.................

生活又少了一个乐趣:(

惊讶

今天的任务-'赶牛回棚.'..

真的有被惊讶到........

它们在远远地吃着草..............

只要拍拍手,它们听到指使,

便全部停止吃草...

缓缓地全部朝你的位置走来~~好大阵仗.......

好怕自己被庞大的它们'冲掉'...

哈哈~给你们手势喊停,它们还会停下,呆在原地傻看着我,然后还会排对等进棚....

超级乖的..我的狗有时叫了都不要回来,就算回来了,若要它等我开门,它还会跑到别处去撒泡尿,趴趴走.....所以,别看牛儿,笨苯呆呆的,它也还是有它的智慧,它的修养的,造物主的力量,果然不是我们人类思想得到的...............

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye............

再见我的爱~

一个假期,

我把心爱的长发送走..........

把旧的回忆,旧的过去送走.........

希望一个月地狱式的过去,能够随着那满满一地的长发,留在那家理发院里........

我期待遇到一个好人........会有嚒?

:)