i feel your presence

heart a saying...

'the presence of god in our daily lives is like wind, we don't see it but feel it'

My favourite Christmas season is around the corner..............................

Wondering if Mr Santa Claus remember my Christmas Gift this year.....

I miss last christmas >.<'' 

最后一次

这一刻，只能在回忆里定格，
美丽的海上日出，舒服的海风，美丽的大自然，永远消失的地方。

但是依然感谢神，让我有机会最后一次欣赏它的美，美好的回忆只待追忆。

things vanish without a notice
you'd never know when will b the last time you meet a person,visit a place,even eating your favourite food..

Cherish every moment..
smile

Real god changes life

Accidentally found and watched these videos in Youtube...
Find it very meaningful..How real god changes a life of a Buddhist Nun to become Christ follower..
You should have watch it...It's a very good testimonies and it might change your life if you are somehow searching the truth in your life.Here's your answer.

Never ever look down at yourself...
there's always a way for every problem
the hardest the journey, the easier you forget the passion of your dream,
You can lose everything but not the passion of your dream
Don't hold back,Keep holding on,
and always back to HIM,your god who gives you strength....
别忘了初衷，亲爱的自己：）

纪念你的微笑，可可寳貝

寳貝，
你的每个小动作都让我缅怀，
回想起来，好像是昨天我们初次见面，好像是昨天第一次和在笼子里的你那双乌溜溜的大大眼睛对焦，就那一刻我就知道我们是有某种程度上的联系。
当下并没有要求把你带回去，怕自己没有能力给你完整的爱，
但是最后你还是来到了我的生命。
多少个清晨多少个旁晚，
你陪着我散的步，
尽管你很懒，但是你还是愿意陪着我，
贪玩的你总是偶尔上演离家出走让我们为你担心受怕，贴了多少次寻狗启示，这一次，贴多少寻狗启示你都回不来了，
你的小脑袋瓜里装了我多少的心事，
看了多少我家上映的情景剧，
陪我渡过了多少喜怒哀乐，
等我回来再目送我离开了多少年年月月，
我人生的过程，你陪我走过了一半，
寳貝，谢谢你曾经出现在我生命中，
我知道我的另一半人生，你的笑容将陪着我渡过，
在天堂的你，要乖乖哦，和妈咪，tata还有ah mimi一起，等我去找你们的一天，
可可寳貝永远活在我们的心里，亲一个在你的小脑袋瓜上。
你是我的十个约定，妈咪送来陪我的天使，你离开了，意味着我该长大了，迎接我人生另个阶段，我会比从前更坚强。
再见我的小天使。在天堂守护我吧！
我会记住你的微笑，我的好狗狗。

5.5.2013 a seed dies and bears fruits

 I imagine you are watching us in heaven...
Or You re sitting next to mama...
Your spirit are present even though your body are lying in the coffin..
I still remember we were dining together in 'wai sac gei'..last two weeks ago.
That was a very sunny and hot evening...
I still remember you ordered yourself hotpot chicken rice....
I am not feeling well that time...I have no appetite..
I remember you still asked me whether i wanna order anythings to eat...
You are sitting next to me...You look so normal...Not like any last stage cancer patient I have ever met...
I am glad You did accept Christ and did the sinner prayer...I am glad i manage to pray for you when i have a strong feeling telling me that I have to pray for you..I am glad I still manage to give you a last hug when i last met you,,,
I still remember when I was small....babysitted by mama at your house...
I remember everytime you used to fetch me here and there with your motorbike..I still remember You used to brought us to pasar malam and bought us good food...
I still remember you always help me to take away the bone from the fish and put the fish without bone on my plate even though I already know how to do it myself....

 I still remember you like to smoke..and the smell from you...
I still remember your big tummy..
I still remember every morning or evening when i bring my dogs for a walk or cycling passed by your house..You are the first one i met...You are so busy tidy up the little garden you built up or burning something..
That's your habits....

 You seldom talk much...but I used to see you play around with your daughter and sons or even mama....
You used to drive the bus and bring the passenger to their destination..having their holidays..
You are a good bus driver....we all knew it....

 But, today(5/5/2013),you left in a sudden...
Mama said, You gave her a present that she would never ever forget on her birthday...
I know you both love each other in such a special way...
Even though you both like to tease each other...but you both couldn't bear to leave each other...
I can see the sadness in her eyes.............but i believe jesus gonna comfort her....

 she said she would love you forever...
and I believe she knows you love her forever as well...
Qiang gor gor realised a lot of things ever since you passed away..
He said he regretted not spending time with his family..with you...with his siblings...
He blamming himself not giving you monthly pocket money...
Till today only he knew that family togetherness and unity are the most important things in life...
He promised to take good care of mama and his bro and sista...
So, you don't need to worry and rest in peace with Jesus in Heaven...

 Thankyou for being such a important person in my childhood time....
I see you as my second father on earth....
And also I take this family as my second family.....Your family are the closes one in my childhood time since I lost my mum......

 I am glad Bernice still have a chance to knw her grandpa...but i dunno wouldnt she still able to remember her gong gong after she growing up...but kevin gor gor promised to remind her everyday..she used to has a gong gong who loves her a lot....

And how's the songs Leonard played for you...?
You are listening right?
we sang together for you...
I can sense the love and unity of the family spirit when we sang together...that was really a wonderful moment...

 '
But still,we are really really sad....and we grief a lot...
However, Jesus comfort me with a phrase...
'Your life are like a seed,only if the seed dies,it can bear fruits'

The fruits you bear we will see it somedays...God has a plan for bringing you back to heaven and I believe his plan is always the best for us....
And also we know we are just temporarily separate with you...
One day, we are going to meet you in heaven to have our eternal life together...
In remembrance of you,my beloved uncle- Tata

breakthrough my fear

overcome your fear...
juz a matter of courage...
u just need a little bit more of guts

happy birthday,pa

happy birthday pa...
LOve you so much,my pillar,my supporter and my listener...
and thankyou for loving me...
may god shower his blessings towards you...
joy,good health,prosperous and happiness will be added to you....

Love,

von

Inspired by nice quote

I am writing a short biography introducing of  myself to accomplish one of my english assignment..
And it has to include one of my favourite quote...
It took me some time to search for it,for i never used to remember any quote,even memorizing bible phrase is not an easy job for me though...
At last, i found one from my fb personal info page amazingly...

this is how it goes,

"Life isn't about waiting the storm to pass,It is about learning to dance in the rain'
By:Vivian Greene

This is so true....
Our thoughts always lead to our action...
Never let negative thoughts conquer our lives,
if we are born to make this world better, it begins from how we think...

Buck up!and go for it!

my gang and i participated in the 吹梅competition organized by collage......we really enjoyed this time when we can showing our 'artistic talent'....hahahha...vry stupid saying....
anyhow, i still love my own masterpiece eventhough with a bad chinese handwriting...
it is written wth a meaning
joy*^O^*
yea..
we need joy frm god to beautify our daily life.....

当我们缅怀过去时，
缅怀的是一份感觉，一个人，还是一段亦模糊又清晰的过去？
人的大脑真的很难懂～
一个人住在你心里多久，你就得用多久的时间把那人搬出去这个传说不再是传说，
体会了，缅怀了，不再一样了，成长了。

这就是人生的过程。

新年，能够和爱的家人一起准备年夜饭，
简简单单，却合乐融融，
饭前祷告是一定的，感谢神在过去一年的祝福与看顾，带领我们一家过了一个丰盛的一年，来临的这一年，相信神会加添，让我们大家福杯满溢。
聊着再平凡不过的话题，菜色，日常琐碎，狗弟弟们，
饭后娱兴节目，弟弟弹琴，老爹唱歌，弟弟无奈的眼神好好笑，
阿姨在厨房忙忙碌碌，边念着弟弟该降key,老爹唱不起。。
吵吵闹闹的，这一刻，
我真的好希望可以成为永恒，
平凡的幸福，快乐，
原来来自那么简单的画面。
幸福。
大家，新年快乐！
p.s:来张睡衣素颜，跟世界拜个早年！新年蒙恩大家！

my baking addicton

recently i was so addicted to baking cakes..
since CNY is around the corner and papa was asking me to bake some cakes to kill my free time..
this was the reason why i started to bake cake...
and i found dat i really enjoy baking cake ....

especially when the kitchen was full of the smell of the cakes...really really love the aroma of cake...it makes me feeling so blessed...
蛋糕的香味，幸福的味道。。
to me,baking cakes and share it wth your beloved friends and family is the utmost joyful thing...
i love to receive comments and feedback frm them after they tasted my masterpiece...it spurs me to do well next time....
thx for all that.....
cherish every moment with my loved one...
for those who not yet taste my homemade cake..be patient ya...better one will be presented to you

shave for fun

i trim my hair again...
this time i accept the barber's suggestion.
shave my side hair for new year..
i love it so much...
but not to worry,it can't be seen if i didnt twig my hair...
i can either choose to be cool guy or sweet lady:-P

my first henna painting

my very first henna painting while visited to bukit bendera,penang..
it costs me rm15
yet it makes badly in love with it...
it lasts for one week ....
worth to hv a try on it...

jojo

byron's doggie jojo...
everytime i went to his house stay overnight...
this sheeplike poodle would welcome me wth a bark
follow by never ending kisses...
hahaha...
such a adorable baby....
what more funny was HE would gives me lots of wet kisses before send me to my dream and wake me up in the mrning....
vry sweet huh?!...hw do i nt falling in love this fluffy little one...

off to camp in pahang...
wish me cm bck wth healthy body
and hving great time in the jungle:-P

22yr old,i am today

i m officially 22yr old*^O^*

thankgod for guiding me throughout this 22yrs...

my wish for this year,i wanna hv a closer relationship wif god...
and i wanna see your plan reveal in my life...

thankyou all my frenz and family.
thankyou for all the wishes and present...
really thankyou for taking my birthday into ur heart..
i appreciate all these frm the bottom of my heart....

tdy,during sunday service,i pray and ask angel help me deliver a message to heaven,help me to tell her i miss you mum....
thankyou for bringing me to this earth...and also tell amimi i miss her as well..i m doing good..i m great...surrounded by love..thankyou for sending all these blessings to me...

happy birthday,vonla*^O^*

kiss the rain