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Monday, July 26, 2010

BLACKHOLE,MY FEAR


I had a nightmare yesterdaynitez...........


it was really horrible and dramatically so real as well.....i even cried inside my dream..


i cant describe it in detail but somehow i remember dat i am undergoing someone close wth me passed away..and i can see his spirit as well..i dont really wanna mention who is dat person..

because i definitely dont wish it to happen in reality.......


i even saw my dead mother's spirit in my dream...she is with him..and gonna bring him away from me...'is time'she said.........i m so afraid..i truly know dat i couldnt endure lossing anyone , especially my pillar.


the worst part was i am so alone dat time.........i was being abandoned...nt even my love one wanna bother about me...

I think nightmare sometimes reflect something we are so afraid in our lives....

yea..i admit..

it seems like like a blackhole..it was a dark fear i kept so secretly within me..

i cant escape from my blackhole either way....

or somehow,maybe i was watching too much ghost whisper already..
it is better to think it from a humour way.....

3 comments:

  1. dnt scare...sayang...
    ur mum love u so much..she will try to protect everything of yours...she wont take away anything becos she don wan u cry...she wont let u cry...

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  2. some said dream won't happen in reality : )

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  3. sally:
    yea..i think so.....so i jua imagine it's a consequence after watching 2 much ghost whisper..^^

    sinthian:but u knw wat..i have tis kind of dream too many times dy..so i think it's a blackhole,my deep fear....

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