Yesterday,I had a bad dream.......
Seeing a psycho lady was threatening (to put it more polite i will use a 'psycho lady'but actually my dark side would rather call her a 'pscho bitch')my family,including my two little'brother'out there........
But i can't do anything to protect my family...just stood there and watching how my family being threatened.....
Yes,this remind me of my own situation in real world.....
i was being stalked,simply being defamed and harassed by a person...
I really dunno how to take it...
I feel like wan to do something to defend myself....But later i think what for i am being so serious with a pathetic psycho and hypocrite person with no other things to do but can only keep stalking and defaming others personal life...
Come on,you have no right to do that....
You are challenging my patient
However,the bible always telling us that'love ur enemies,do good to those who hate u,bless them who curse u and pray for those who insult you....dun judge,and you will not be judged,don't condemn and you will not be condemned,set free and you will be set free..'
This is so hard for me this time......
I feel myself more like a hypocrite...
OMG....I need to forgive all this...and love her....??
I think i should take a deep breathe.....
Just keep telling myself,bear with it,bear with it baby..dun do anythgs stupid.... take a step back from my emotion to get an objective view...another 22 days left to go......
THIS kind of life will PASS. It will not last forever, nothing ever does
So,myself...Just bear with it.....LAUGH at all the silly nonsenses people did to make your life miserable......Set it free!!!!No one can ever make our life miserable.....We have to defend it!Pray for this pathetic person and and may lord jesus grant me more goodness and love to overcome this situation:)