my game my rules

come on...girl...
be steady....!
You gonna be vry firm in ur principle...
this is just a game...
if u started to take it seriously...
you surely gonna be defeated!

I m the one who set the rules..coz This is my game!

在爱情遗弃了我们过后

什么时候，我们都爱留短发，
什么时候在爱中我们时常感到却步，
什么时候脑袋装了那么多理性的分析与想法，
我想，是在爱情遗弃了我们过后吧。。。。。。。

昨天，很开心，听到朋友告诉我，我这么多年的祷告，神慢慢应验了，
我相信，很多时候，传福音，我们能在一个人生命中撒下一颗福音的种子，然而，真正能感动一个人的心，带领一个人去领受救恩的是神的大能与信实，
我们能做的是不间断不要放弃为朋友们的救恩祷告，
尤其是你，我没放弃过为你祷告，因为，神很爱很爱你，亲爱的你。

不再让你孤单-a beautiful life'

这个周末大家都在干么呢？
嗯，我倒是蛮喜欢宅在家里看部好电影的。
这次的电影好介绍是部2011年的电影‘不再让你孤单-a beautiful life'

故事其实讲述舒淇演饰的‘港女’李佩如一个人勇敢地只身到中国去，顶着巨大的生活压力，希望用青春为家人换来衣食无忧的生活，为了能够从金钱上得到安全感，不惜当人家婚姻的第三者，



在一次偶然机会下，遇上了警察方镇东（刘烨饰），被妻子抛弃又得照顾一名患有沟通障碍的弟弟，正直的方镇东一直不断在很巧的情况下帮助佩如，也不趁机占她便宜，老实说我觉得这种男人绝种了。

很喜欢每次他总是在她醉酒后，给她留张字条写着‘酒醉有害，德士钱已付’或是为了帮助她开店做生意，不惜卖掉住的房子，筹钱借她后留下的字条写着‘酒醉有害，祝大展宏图’
还有最后写了的‘不再让你孤单，方镇东’然后又犹豫撕掉的字条。

其实整部电影让我最感动的部分是，镇东查出患有脑血管性失忆症，而且很快丢掉了工作，镇东一家的生活霎时陷入了窘境，但是因为经济问题逃回香港的她最后还是选择回来找他，因为她相信只要和相爱的人在一起，不管环境如何困难都不会让她感到害怕。

整部电影真的要看了，就会知道，拍摄手法真的很令人感动，舒淇整个就是一个美，现在才明白为何她被称为女神。这部电影要讲述的不单单只是爱情的部分，也有亲情，因为看到他和他的弟弟如何无私地爱对方，让来自得不到爱的家庭的她很感触，

也因为患病的关系，他常常会忘记自己要做的东西，忘记去接已经怀孕的舒淇放工，忘记他自己已经不是名警察，还有生活上一些琐碎，甚至自己孩子的名字，但是每次发病过后又很懊恼自责自己让她受委屈了，她还要不断安抚她，每当她喊他的名字，都能安抚他。

最后电影结束前，他为了不让自己忘记，对着电话录下，为何给他们的孩子取名叫‘方铭’

因为这是给孩子的妈妈取得，‘为了是让爸爸‘铭记’妈妈’。

你这个周末又看了什么值得分享的好电影呢？

my very first top scrub

 get my first vet scrub after attending a talk that mostly attended by senior vets frm jb...
this is my very first time to meet with so many senior vets frm this field...

to be honest,i am freaking scared when having dinner together with these 'big big ppl' at new york hotel located in jb town....A good experience for me to be among them...
but,thank god..at least..i have the chance to meet with these doctors even before started my vet study...
Actually,this seminar is just open to veterinarian only..
That's why i feel really gratitude towards my current boss,dr wong that willing to risk and bring me to this seminar with a theme regarding to the  management of skin allergies in companion animals...
 Basically,this seminar is organised by RHONE MA Merial Animal Health Company in order to promote their newly products...and also never forget to thank RHONE MA company for this top scrub..
i will surely make use of it in the future:)

laksa served with love

how blessed to taste homecook laksa prepared by the hottest and sexiest man in my heart..as the saying goes,a man that know how to cook is the sexiest...♥you  my dad:)

btw,the laksa taste really awesome..yummy!

thumbs up!

with only cheap ingredients yet a delicious laksa that prepared with love are served...

how good and comforatble to be at home:)

Found somethg interesting in my pic gallery..my hp's casing change together with my hairstyle..hahaha

okla..i admit..when looking back all my old pic...somehow,i miss my long hair

PRAISE the lord!

thankgod!
Finally,i have a clear direction,to walk in a clear pathway,
Thakgod for giving me a chance to full-fill my childhood ambition
Your great love is so real........really experienced it,no matter how tough the journey waiting ahead,
never forget our god is a great god,
a god that never forsake us,and he listens to prayers....and it's just a matter of time when he wants to grant your wish..or maybe he has a better plan for you..if your prayers are not being answered..
Have faith that nothing is impossible with HIM....

As the bible says,

Matthew 19:26 “With God all things are possible.”

Mark 11:24 “Therefore I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they shall be granted you.”

Mark 10:27 “Looking upon them, Jesus said, ‘With men it is impossible, but not with God; for all things are possible with God.’

And also,other than god,

i really feel so gratitude towards a special friend of mine..

at this moment,i started to review a special one that accompany me spiritually all way long during the past 2 and half years there..

thankyou for motivate me,especially when many a times my mood swings ups and downs,

i really wanna share my happiness with you.

Hopefully,you able to read this post..

just wanna tell u,

'hey,bovine

i've finally made it....

what you have believed...i manage to make it real....

you too can make it!pursue your dreams and make it real!

through the ONE that gives you strength........

i will never stop praying for you.....

hoping that you able to grow in his words........

Dun ever try to gv up hopes and dun get too far from HIM

I believe soon this special gift will be yours.

AMEN!

最近很疯狂，
我可以买了一堆突然很想吃的东西，然后狂吃，
就像前天，我突然很想吃雪糕，
买了很多藏在雪柜里头，
然后，
最后是我家的‘大老鼠’把它们给吃了。。
然后今天晚饭后，突然好想吃旺旺，好想吃零食，
然后就去买了一大堆，往自己的胃里狂塞垃圾食物，
或许，
这样我就开心了，喂饱自己，满足自己，填补不开心的部分，
甜食真的能当生活中的调剂品，
不开心的时候，疯狂放肆地吃，
就算是’看清现实很心寒后，还是能暂时让自己快乐一下。

快乐，真的是得靠自己寻找，自己创造。

goodbye,amimi

我的六月。。
有很深的感慨。。。
送走了很多人。。一只猫。。
很快的我相信，还要送走一只狗。（不过不是生死离别）
突然间，我有所领悟，'life is full of goodbyes'
不管你愿意与否，当离别的时间到了，你就得放手，
我想每个人都有属于自己离开的时间，
只是差别就在谁在谁的前面，谁就得承受那个送别的难受，
many things are far beyond our control..........
我们无法预测，无法掌控，
第一次，
一只脆弱的生命在我手上结束，
从温暖到冰冷，
真的很自责，很罪恶，
我都还没开始救它们，一只已经在我的手上断气，
跟它说了很多好话，我还想一直一直喂它奶，还取好名字了呢，
你怎么不给我机会呢？amimi..
第一次，
为一只小猫痛哭，
应该大声到会吓到左邻右舍那种程度吧我想，
昨晚还明明活泼地咪咪叫，怎么才隔了一个晚上就变成那样呢？
我只是迟了点点，生命怎么那么脆弱呢？
爸爸说，
我就是太软弱了，应该坚强点，
一名朋友说，

我不是母猫，怎么都不能给小猫最好的照顾，everything happened for a reason, believe all things happen for the good of those who love Him..probably so that u will rely on God more..put ur trust in Jesus more than urself..Probably,God wants u to see that people's life is precious to Him jz like this kitten 's life to u..

安慰的话很多，
但是我自己清楚知道，
这一幕，陪着它断气的这一刻我绝对不会忘记，
这是我毕生学到的一个功课，

amimi你的生命不会就这样白白结束，

谢谢你出现在我的生命中，

我相信，有一天，当我的生命到了尽头，
我们会在天堂某处见面，我相信一定会发生，
再见，亲爱的amimi...