oh god~i love tis shoot~
could i have a break like tis in this place~wahahahah

THis is the harvest day'18SG'

Pictures shown below are seriously cruel and bloody....
Readers are advised not to consume food and tolerate wth it while reading this post....
Should i label tis post as '18SG'?Probably i guess~hahahahawe picked the victims... i bcm murderer once again......
Cut the chicken throat did by professional through islamic way~....clearly seen the inner esophagus and trachea...and bloody tissues for sure .....
the chicken is still alive and struggling...:(

spurted chicken's blood stain the drain.........

weight the carcass.

The following processes are like clean the carcass...

Boil the chicken under 50-60 degree celcius to ease the feather removing...

and also the 'dressing process'...after remove their feather ,we are required to dissect it in order to remove all the internal organs....and weight all of them separately........all the organs are still warm....

(this is the awful job i ever did~inside the room is very very hot and the air ventilation is sucks!i feel sick with the carcass smell somemore and nearly pass out on the spot.. )

After all these slaughtering job...these bloody images come into my mind everytime i see meat in foodcourt. That's why i turn into temporary vegetarian ever since....

我的声音在笑,泪再飙

It's hard to swallow my sorrow and pretending like i am fine ............

Seriously,i need a tight hug from you.......i wanna pour out my every single tears right now......

i just can't help myself................................

我的声音在笑,泪再飙...............

DKHP 04/2011 's styles of CNY celebration

Really feel grateful to those coursemates who contributed in this special CNY 's celebration preparation as well as decoration works....
Regardless of the food or even the decoration of the room...it's truly marvellous....they put their hearts into it.....yea...we could felt the sincerity seriously..^^
yea..my gang over here...... all the chinese in my class...except another chinese gal was who absent that day...aiksss..hate myself of looking so plump>.< Instead of dressing up myself in traditional style~i am the only chinese girl who dress up in my own 'leisure style'~somehow,i have lack of mood to dress up and probably no dress to dress up is part of my excuses ....haha... DKHPhianz

my class'handsome'~especially for that night....most of the girls sure agree wth me...hahaha...shioknye if this person read abt this...hahha
i love magamaee...got mummy feel~hahaha
with my roommate pinktear^^she looks so sweet while dressing up in princess look~*like

bside me is my class top genius~well,i truly admire her courage to do watever she likes without caring other's thinking about her...included myself couldn't dance infront d others...although there are no perfection in her dancing...but she dare to show herself~'
yea..she dare to thine her own self be true~ may god bless her to keep her pure innocent spirit forever and always...

Lastly,never forget to show my 'sparkling love shape ring' to end my post~
Babe~could you feel my heart pumps so tenderly for you~
hahahaha~

不管在哪里都不是家

一直都觉得我身处的大学,
也不是我所谓的'地狱'那么恐怖的...
会这么说,因为,不舍得离开那个我熟悉,成长的地方,
回到一个陌生的地方,独自生活.....有时候,很忙很累很压力很多的不方便的时候,心情就会变得很差,很厌恶这个地方.................
其实,这里有很漂亮的大自然风景,又有我喜欢的牧场风景,养着我喜欢的动物们(现实生活的开心牧场)......
是个很棒的户外学习地方.......以前没体会过的学习方式....
或许有这些美好的额外因素加持,是我在这里失意时最好的推动力吧...
感谢上帝,总是用他的方式从旁让我体会这些美好~
然而,风景再美好,没有爱的家人,爱人,好朋友在身边,一切只不过是虚有...
不管在哪里都不是家......................

Ellie: Can I hold your hand?

Carl: No.
Ellie: But why?
Carl: Because it’ll hurt when you let go.


ya...it's hurt when you just let go........

proud of you

我老爸的一杆进洞~

名字将列入马来西亚一杆进洞球员册...

又有奖金拿~

听你特地打来告诉我,可以感受到你的荣耀与开心,我也很开心....

和你分享这份喜悦...

也为你感到骄傲~爹爹^^

想念你,还有我的家!

i need a break.........

It's just the beginning of my first test

somehow, it just like the final exam.....................

feel like i am going to let go some expectations...........

and return back to the yesterday ordinary thinking...................................

My life probably will be much more better~

My valentine's day with u

Today is world Valentine's Day............
What a sweet and beautiful day for couples.............
even the blue sky also match nice with the green surrounding

i suppose to be like this
This is what i wish right now................................with the special one in my heart...............

however things won't turn up like what you wished.....
i am currently being suffocated in the sea of notes.....
This is the most 'wonderful'companion on my valentine's day...

LOVE is something that simple that complicated........
But somehow my faith on LOVE never vanish~

LORD will guide me to the right path and show me the guy that i longing for...My prayer,he listened and HE will answer it someday...my Faith last

无意间听到有人说

拔草能发泄,能减压~

那我在这里不是变成没有压力的人?

we made our chickens 'home-made meal'...

Ingredient:

corn meal,soybean meal,fishmeal,oil palm,salt,limestone& most important L.o.v.e

call us Chef just for today^^

after hours of weighing and mixing up works,chicken's meal was done^^
da~dang~
Leave our lovely signature and drawing decoration on it for sure..
lastly,parcel was ready to fedex to our chicken....
end of the day.........

梁靜茹 - 比較愛 ( cd version)

真有味道的一首歌..........

別說了
再說我就要哭了
總之我是一個人
默默走回家 又靜靜關了燈
是否該提醒你祝我生日 更快樂
別點歌 別讓傷心的情歌 惹得你睡不安穩
情人節的花 你送給了別人
到隔天清晨留言你愛我 多誠懇
只要能笑一笑 抱著你感到安慰 我真的 比較愛你一點
每當你看著我一個謊說得甜美
兩個人都忍不住傷悲 別點歌 別讓傷心的情歌 惹得你睡不安穩 你生日那夜 你留給了別人
到隔天清晨留言你愛我 多認真
只要能笑一笑 抱著你感到安慰 我真的 比較愛你一點
每當你看著我一個謊說的抱歉
我知道 你比我更可憐 就算我笑一笑 得不到你的安慰
我情願 比較愛你一點 我不要背著你說那些壞的語言
戀人啊 都不准流淚 別說了 再說我就要哭了
總之我是一個人 默默走回家 又靜靜關了燈
電話那頭你說 你是愛我的

我亲爱的妹子....

'生日快乐'....................

也祝福牛妈,

'福如东海,寿比南山'........

但愿托你们鸿福,明天是个美好一天.........

我会将想念折好,偷偷藏在心里面,
每一晚,至少还有你陪我入眠......................................

你会比我爱你更爱我,

因为我只有你,你只有我.................

小牛抱枕...........................每个夜里,你是我最好的陪伴...................

L.O.V.E

小鸡们渐渐长大变大鸡了~
你们呀~能吃就尽量吃,能跟我玩越狱就尽量玩...话说今天趁我手忙脚乱帮它们换吃的喝的时,有两只鸡企图越狱....还跟我玩躲猫猫....幸好一位路过的大侠把它们抱了回来...
看着它们,也感叹时间一过,接近它们被宰的日子也越近...
可惜你们是鸡,没能选择自己的生命...

現實像是一頭蠻橫的野獸，對於夢想追求者，它總是窮追不舍、百般阻撓，為了不讓它戰勝你，你必須遇強則強，堅持到底。

快樂源自於對理想的堅持，源自於對知識的追求、也源自於對生命的付出......


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小牛留血了......

我洗了好久..还是看得出~

:(

兔年快乐，
也祝您生日快乐！最亲爱的妈咪。。。。
由其是打暖炉时，特别想念，多年前，我们一起的最后一次除夕晚餐，也是吃着火锅，
子欲养而亲不再，这句话，我深刻体会，，所以，家人，一直排在我心里第一位，任谁也替代不了~
愿在天上的你，能收到我的这份思念。。。love