HEy

A dear friend of mine,

i would like to tell you,

i' m watcing you enjoy your world,try everything that you think it will make you feel happy,hang out with people that make your heart smile,make your soul feel free.......

There are no rules,no barriers in relationship........

i have feelings....yea.....i feel so hurt looking at those things right now.......

I am invisible to you..

things i watched just like a knife poke deep inside my heart....

you watch it bleeds but you just ignored and keep poking even deeper.......

you know what....

please go ahead......and do whatever you like...........

Bad moment won't persists forever..........

I'll be just fine and stand here smiling to you.

Because i know soon i will wake up,this feeling will fade away and you will mean nothing to me anymore at that time.......

:)

再给我多点时间,我的笑容会回来的

有那么一秒钟,

我以为,你回来了,

但是,我知道,我不能够再继续有着这样不健康的想法了,

一个礼拜练的坚强完全垮掉.........

不管前方的路多颠簸,我还是得对自己的未来负责,

好想现在去'追风'

亲爱的自己,坚持!

再给我多点时间,我的笑容会回来的..........

夕阳西下，断肠人在天涯

果然,还是骑脚车追风后,

不舒服的感觉也比较容易舒解..................

朋友,念了一段元曲,觉得还挺应景的~

是马致远的《天净沙 秋思 》

''枯藤老树昏鸦，小桥流水人家，古道西风瘦马，夕阳西下，断肠人在天涯''

时已深秋又临黄昏，藤是枯藤，树是老树，吹着飒飒西风。道是古道，马是瘦马。飘零在天涯的游子，面对如此萧瑟的景色怎能不断肠呢？看那小桥、流水、人家是那么安详，那么静谧温馨，而家乡、亲人却又离得那么遥远。天气渐冷，家中的一切的一切让人牵挂。可作为游子，却还要骑着疲惫的瘦马，一颠一簸地漂泊天涯。

我就像他,飘泊在异乡,

思念家乡,想念家人,家狗,朋友.........

骑着借来的老铁马...把不好的回忆送给风,让它一点一点地吹走........

我找到你了..

我喜欢去给你留言,

我会想象你看到了.....

之前,我老是问你在哪了,是不是在我不知道的空间迷路了,

但是,今晚,我知道你在哪了,

你在我的回忆里对我微笑^~^

我想我以后回忆起你,要多想些搞笑快乐的,

这样,我的难过就会少了点...

你说是嚒?

task of the day

Task of the day.....
Setaria grasses were chopped......
And were send to buffalo feedlot unit by tractor.....

Aren't they look cute?but they seem really starving....

opppsss....tis one funny......This was its latest hairstyle. my frenz said it looked like a green wig on top of its head..........hehhehe

enjoy ur meal..frenz.........we will be coming again on thursday........
yea...i looked better today...........

at least my smile was not fake like days before....

phew~dark circles under eyes are still a problem that i cant get rid......

i am at the edge of a cliff..but HE will lead me and never leave me alone crying

I never feel this pain before since the last time was year 2003........

This time can be considered the darkest nightmare in my life...

I couldnt find a person to spill out

Maybe,the greatest sorrow make a person couldn't express it out by words......

I think only heavenly father know how i actually felt inside......

i swear i would buck up..........

Life is short,i dont want to waste it in tears...

I guess maybe someone was just supposed to walk into your life,teach you a lesson and then walk away,dat's all...

I believe,somedays,the right person will come to me......

^~^ cheer~vonlaJune

外面的世界

很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢 ^~^

Photo Story-STOP KILLING

Performance artist Alice Newstead is suspended by fish hooks at a local arts centre in Hong Kong on June 14, 2011. Lush employee Newstead was illustrating how sharks are caught on longlines to be killed for their fins. The company were urging customers to take personal action in the fight to save sharks by pledging not to eat shark fin soup.

我记得,六月的雨夜

六月十四日与十五日的交界,

雨夜,滴滴答答的雨点,我听得很清楚,

我记得,

今晚,特别特别的冷...........................

但是,我相信明天的太阳会很温暖..

:)

This is beautiful.

This is what I need to do. Lean on my Savior and let Him carry me.

Fine!~

We're over!

A big smile for YOU!!

movie of the day-THE NOTEBOOK

这是2004年的电影,

虽然很久了,可是好看的戏不管多久都是经典不是么....
其实,最让我感动的部分不是它们年轻时候的故事....
而是在他们年老后,女主角患了失忆症,连最爱的人都不记得了,男主角还是在养老院陪着她,每天念着他们的故事企图唤醒她的记忆....

他们的子女都劝他放弃回家吧,但他说:'that's my sweetheart in there,wherever she is,that's where my home is'表达他要永远陪在她身边的意愿...........
他坚信她会记得,会好起来.........

每当她病情突然有好转时,她都会问说如果我又忘记你了怎么办,

他说没关系,

'i will read,when you forget'

两个相爱的老人家抱在一起,老泪横從......

然而,故事的结局,上帝给了他们一个奇迹..............

观赏吧............

p.s:命运的安排我们无法预料,但是我相信如果真心相爱的两个人,

不管怎样最后都会有奇迹般的结局...............

观赏的当儿,你浮现了,

此刻我很想念你,亲爱的................你知道么?

i was feeling so sick....my tummy pain like hell

i wanna go home so so badly.........

my forehead come out just to say hello to everybody^^

intend to cut my bangs........

see ya^^

if you don't feel like want to listen to what's inside my mind..

i would remain silent from now on........

That's what you have requested .............

things other than little animals

my days in kk,sabah other than being together with those lovely little creatures....i would like to spend my dinner time in UPPERSTAR CAFE which is one of the well known restaurant serves with delicous western cuisines.........famous chickenchop.....thumbs up!!!
i hate the pic captured by my phone......it was blur like hell.........
yea..i love to drink some vodka with my frenz....it helps me to relax my body and sleep very very well at night...
i love to do some shopping too while i have free time after finishing my duty in clinic.........
these are all i bought during the last day in kk,sabah........it fullfilled a lady's desires yet it makes my purse empty to the minimum......
some lovely cupcakes that we bought for all the doctors and staffs in the clinic we worked to thank their guidances and caring these five weeks
day before we off to bintulu,dr dennis kindly brought us to a THAI RESTAURANT for dinner.....the food served there were just so delicious..yummy yummy..........if you love thai food...this restaurant will be a good choice for you..........
due to the attraction of the smell of the food and my laziness..this was the only pic i took........the rest were all inside my stomach already...hihi...

Spent time at kk famous 6 star hotel...Sutera HArbour .......juz hang around and took some pictures ...the sea bay view was just awesomely nice even at night time....

a little girl soul staying inside me....but probably due to my height and weight it's too hard for me to swing myself.........hahha

my aunty...thank her so much for all these days...greatly appreaciate her warm hospitality....

how can a japanese food lover missed out japanese cuisine while i was in kk,sabah?but, i think the food served there were so so only...TO be frankly, the japanese restaurant in the place where i lived was much better than this.....
my best 'cameragirl' ever............

I would never missed out island..............
we visited to pulau sapi with gang of frenz..actually it was happened b4 my practical starts...
5.06.2011
goodbye kk,sabah...i would surely miss each and every single day i spent here .........wish to visit you again in my next practical time~

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan or again, in our Bahasa Melayu, Selamat Hari Pesta Menuai!..HAPPY HARVEST FESTIVAL!!!
On 30th and 31th May......It were public holidays in sabah.........for sure,i had followed doctor and staff to the pesta after finished our stuff at clinic.............
this guy was genius......he was doing fruit carving.......
see how amazing the art was...

jackstraw was showed..as this was day of harvest festival
i was so gingerliness while i was walking up this staircase.....the space was so limited and too slanted....maybe i was too phobia.........hahaha

long house construction and decoration are different follow their tribes

However,i didnt knw how many long house was showed that day....
i hardly remember the name of the house behind me.........
behind me was lansaran murut house
pic taken wth dusun lotud natives ppl..they were so nice and friendly,willing to let us take two shoots eventhough they were busy that time.........

musical performances...

open house.......bcz inside was too crowded ,i couldn't have the chance to try their traditional cuisine
pretty ladies in traditional costumes...so sweet.........

sadly,we missed the The Unduk Ngadau Kaamatan or Harvest Queen Competition..

that really makes everyone waiting for..............those girls, ladies, who are competing for the title of Huminodun. By becoming the queen, the person will indirectly become the saviour of all Kadazandusun, saviour to all natives of Sabah..these are what i read from net......

yea...i enjoed my day here...a new experience to me^^