Yesterday,I had a bad dream.......
Seeing a psycho lady was threatening (to put it more polite i will use a 'psycho lady'but actually my dark side would rather call her a 'pscho bitch')my family,including my two little'brother'out there........
But i can't do anything to protect my family...just stood there and watching how my family being threatened.....
Yes,this remind me of my own situation in real world.....
i was being stalked,simply being defamed and harassed by a person...
I really dunno how to take it...
I feel like wan to do something to defend myself....But later i think what for i am being so serious with a pathetic psycho and hypocrite person with no other things to do but can only keep stalking and defaming others personal life...
Come on,you have no right to do that....
You are challenging my patient
However,the bible always telling us that'love ur enemies,do good to those who hate u,bless them who curse u and pray for those who insult you....dun judge,and you will not be judged,don't condemn and you will not be condemned,set free and you will be set free..'
This is so hard for me this time......
I feel myself more like a hypocrite...
OMG....I need to forgive all this...and love her....??
I think i should take a deep breathe.....
Just keep telling myself,bear with it,bear with it baby..dun do anythgs stupid.... take a step back from my emotion to get an objective view...another 22 days left to go......
THIS kind of life will PASS. It will not last forever, nothing ever does
So,myself...Just bear with it.....LAUGH at all the silly nonsenses people did to make your life miserable......Set it free!!!!No one can ever make our life miserable.....We have to defend it!Pray for this pathetic person and and may lord jesus grant me more goodness and love to overcome this situation:)

:( speechless PAIN

Fun time with Animal Headgears

Have fun with this headgear:)

with my lovely coursemates and frenz:)
Aren't we all looked cute:)?(you are not allowed to be disagreed with my statement,wahaha)

Sometimes,i think,having fun is just simple like this:)

These will be memories of us before we came to be apart........

steady my heart

even when it hurts,even when it's hards,

Even when it all just fall apart..

I will run to YOU

Cause i know that you are

Lover of my soul,healer of my scars

You steady my HEART,Lord JESUS:)

by:KARI JOBE-STEADY MY HEART

Love the lyrics of this song

my dreaM high heels:)

穿三寸半的高跟鞋走路还真的是 ‘步步惊心‘呀～

在感情这块，
有谁能练到收放自如？
保持该有的距离，避免不该有的暧昧，
把真心留给最值得爱的人。。
而不是用肉体来换个一夜快乐，或者暧昧不清来填补寂寞，
为啥么？对伴侣的忠诚，对感情的专一有那么艰难么？
世上还有真爱么？
疑惑：（

'女人的心呀，成熟很快，也老得很快'
只求在退化前，遇到会保护它的好人：）

人不是魚，怎能了解魚的憂愁。

魚不是鳥，怎能了解鳥的快樂。

鳥不是人，怎能了解人的無知。
...
人不是鳥，怎能了解鳥的自由。

鳥不是魚，怎能了解魚的深沉。

魚不是人，怎能了解人的幼稚。

你不是我，怎能了解我的荒謬。

摘自
幾米繪本《我的心中每天開出一朵花》

但是，我希望有一个人能懂我，想那个人是你可以不？

:(

If i could,i wish the unhappy part never ever happened between us .............
But thgs changed.............
And I am no longer the person that able to make you HAPPY.....
I lose the ability,i can't juz simply be what you wanted me to be........
Pathetic:(
Sick of it..

情人节没情人综合症患者的自剖

情人节？

又要说句‘吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸’的话了。。。

真的是从来都和我扯不上关系也～

二十一年来，真的没有被情人节感动过。。

比方说，

收到无名氏的花啦，和情人一起吃顿烛光晚餐啦，收份巧克力啦。。然后在发发花痴猜想是哪位爱慕者送的啦！羞羞（好恶哦自己）

影象最深刻有的只是和一群单身的朋友姐妹们，搞个很废的‘单身节’，然后假装单身无所谓地高呼‘单身万岁’

啊～其实内心很虚空。。。哈哈！！

好啦，今年更特别，和一群要交配的鱼一起过，为它们注射‘催情荷尔蒙’好让它们今晚‘欢乐度春宵’。。见证它们和伴儿一起过情人节，又要高歌‘寂寞难耐’～～哈哈哈！

不住呐喊：‘有谁！？可以在今天感动我？？？？？给老娘滚出来’哈哈哈。。。（有人也会被这轰叫声吓跑吧）

by 一位患有‘情人节没情人综合症患者’

p.s:开心期待的事，明天过后，我们就要亲自见证鱼儿们爱的结晶体的形成：）很妙也～或许，我会特别记住今年的情人节，毕竟也为它们撮合佳偶，繁殖后代，何尝不是好事一桩？！

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follow my heart's calling..........

And believe the rest are god's will...........

Deep inside,

I am so FREAKING scared and worried laaaa!

No matter how,i will keep Praying for the best.................

Fond of YOU

Baby bernice started to eat porridge...
such a clever baby:)

Everytime i was moody here,
once looked at your cutie pic on my dekstop...
Magically,Your smile swept away the heavy dark cloud on top of my head..
Loving you more and more:)
Hopefully,ur daddy and mummy can post more pic in fb..so i can steal a couple of them...
I am wondering in the future,am i able to own a baby as adorable as you(thinking too early-.-)
hahaha...
No matter how,
Wish to see you so eargely..can't wait until late March!!!

忘记得不到的，珍惜已经得到的。。。

试问多少人能去实践这道理呢。。。。。

给二十一岁的自己^^

啊。。迟了一些些来这po我二十一岁的生日感言
因为实在是忙透了。。


（今年总共吃了四个蛋糕，真的发现自己最爱的还是汉记的传统奶油蛋糕，谢谢朋友们）

二十一岁了，真的有些些讶异时间的飞逝。。

感叹自己不再能够装小孩或无辜清纯的少女了。。。

有些些面临人生转型的难处。。

说实在话，真的缅怀十八岁的青春，

它就这样像我挥手告别了，迎接我的是那越来越快接近三字头的年纪。。

天啊！为何我会把未来想象得那么可怕类。。。

哈哈。。其实，正面地去想，我是更加应该好好地装备，充实自己，
实实在在地去实行那些孩提时代编制的梦。。。。。。。。。

因为岁月不饶人，我必须对自己的未来负责，

二十一岁，不再是个可怕的数字，而是意味着自己已经有能力去冲刺未来了，想想自己到底能如何贡献给这世界，如何好好去帮助身边需要帮助的人，一些被遗忘的一群和我最爱的动物们，

感恩感谢一直在我人生成长旅程协助，安慰，鼓励，提拔，珍爱我的家人，亲人，朋友。。

谢谢你们让我在这星球上不孤单，并为我的生命添上色彩，

谢谢上帝的保守，不管我在何处，你都在看顾我，让我有生命健康活到今天。。因为这世界上或许还有很多人没有机会活到这个岁数。。。

最后，这世界那么大等着我去探索，我期待着把自己人生变得更有色彩的旅程：）

二十一岁快乐，自己：）



谢谢朋友们破费的贺礼：）我爱你们：）

don't mess with me..becoz I am 独眼妖～～ARFF
哈哈～好久没在这耍白痴！

‘对你认真就等于对我自己残忍’是哪个天才名人说过的话，我要在这提一提。。。

我现在练就一副强硬的内在，就好像是事不关己，写着别人的故事那样的心情！

你无法猜透我。。。。。因为是你造就现在这样的我。。。

bleks!

所以不要以为你靠近幸福了，

但其实你连幸福的尾巴都碰触不到。。。。。。。。。。


晚安，世界:)